I don't really understand what is going on. I feel that, something between us has change. We can't have a calm conversation anymore like the past. I don't bother to explain myself anymore because i feel that it would probably be useless. We have fights now and then, that i lost count.
I don't like how you would push the blame to my surrounding, like how i am influenced to become like this. I don't like how you says that instead of being more matured, i am getting rebellious. I don't understand how you want me to be. I don't understand and don't agree with your reasoning.
I don't know if this is what they call, the rebellious stage. But for the first time in my life, i felt the need to keep my private life away from you. I am tired of all these constant quarrels, fights and arguments. Now i know why my friends don't share their love and friends life with their parents. I thought that we could be different in a way, since our age gap is smaller.
Maybe i am bad with relationships. Look at all those failed friendships that i had. You were always there when i was down, to support me. But now the thing that brought me up is the thing bringing me down.
For the first time in our relationship, i feel that i need to stop telling you about my life. The more i share, the more quarrels and arguments we have. So, what for?
I'm just that bad in relationships.