5more weeks to the end of semester 01 in school, and into break. Despite that, there are still many projects and individual assignments to clear..
Watched the avengers with Angeline, Kosmo and Toky the other day at Cathay. Now i understand why everyone loves Cathay so much - the seats and the sound system is really good. First time watching a movie at The Cathay I know i very noob la! HAHAHA. I wonder how many times have i said this, but i really think that watching a movie at the cinema is a waste of money. Alrights, i'm the type of people whom everyone will blame when cinemas doesn't exist in the future okkk. D8 Took a picture with Angeline after the movie. I love her hair color ahhhh, it's so nice. Makes me wanna dye it like this as well. But if i do, i'll confirm be the odd one out in the whole school, and when i have interviews for my course confirm will have tutors commenting. And yeah, lecturers will know i'm missing LAWL. Shit, but it's so nice!! Alrights, maybe after i graduated from Ngee Ann then i'll do it The movie was on Thursday, and then Friday, well, date with the girls were cancelled because Junli couldn't make it, and Xinni got sick. So went home and slacked, watched a new anime, Kuroku no Basuke. Gyaaa so nice so nice <3 Not some dumb story plot like 篮球火 that taiwan drama which obviously is lame and yah, special effects show. & the romance part is urgh. I just can't help comparing real life shows and anime, i don't understand why we can't have a real life drama show which is just as nice as the anime?! (except for ranma 1/2 real life drama adaption). Please don't even mention skip beat that show whom they just decided to add two korean guys and yeah, a show whom they expect to have good ratings. I'm not sure if it even has good rating, but Kyoko is NOT LIKE THAT. The girl can't bloody potray her at all. And Ren too, as well as Sho! So disappointed. Anyway, this show is really awesome. So please go and watch it!
HAHAHA, I'm totally stalking all the cosplay pictures that awesome China cosplayers are cosing from this series now <3 <3 I found one which is really good, and I'm like omggggg.
& went out with Caitlin to buy cloth for Cosfest July, as well as to hunt around for stuffs and all. She needed to buy cloth as well, and that girl really has lots and lots of plans!
Afterwards, went to Orchard Central to find Angeline, Gmaine, Tsuki and Xeno. I was actually part of the shoot that day as well, but then decided i wanna finish my SH costume. (& then i got lazy and procrastinate LAWL, that costume still hanging over there, and with lots of books and my Cosfest cotume as well..)
Talking of that, now i need to actually go and edit because the costume is too big for me... HAIS D:
As for today, went to Orchard to pass Ushio cloth. & then had dinner with Darren. Went home afterwards, and got so tired. Oh yes, bought ZONE-00 manga on the day i went out to buy cloth as well. It's so nice, so awesome, i love it muacks muacks muacks.
It's such an awesome manga, and i am actually so BYL to go and loiter around the cashier area to stalk people with Kino card so that i can get 20% discount. HAHAH. Yeah i'm super cheapskate. No $$$ mah! :(
& Data just gave me lotsa cosplay books to read!<3 Love him, always giving me presents. HAHAHA
And next week is going to be so so so busy. Ohyes, tomorrow taking off braces (i thinkkk) YAY YAY YAY. Finally goddamnit. Monday and Wednesday tuition, needa clear as much stuffs as possible on Tuesday because I'm going to be out for dinner with the girls on Friday and cosplay friends on Thursday. It's nice to have someone to hang out with, unlike in class. So numb with making new friends now, unless in the cosplay scene. Making new friends in real life is just so tiring. & yeah was talking with Angeline and Gmaine how people feels that we're arrogant and stuck up before talking to us. The thing is, we don't go smiling to everyone whom we have no idea of alrights.
It's not like we should perpetually smile at everyone everytime and anywhere. & people who trusts rumors and starts judging, or people who starts judging because of what they heard about from a third party. 老子我最看不起这样的人好不好。It's like, you don't even know who this person is, and just because you heard that he/she sucks, how can you start forming some whatever judgement you are going to pass on him/her? That's really immature, but yeah. I mean, if this is how you start forming opinions about someone, it's not worth being friends with someone as well i guess. -shrugs-
Now to thank some people in muah life because i'm feeling appreciative today!
In the personal life me,
I have so many things to say, but it's just not right to write it over here. Publicizing my personal life is not for me, i don't like people looking at my life like some form of entertainment... but i really really wanna thank the girls for always being there for me and accepting me. I love you girls so much, and will do so even in the future. Secondary 1 and continuing~
& then in school, because of so many haywired stuffs that had happened, Zhengtat and Harold and the others for letting me hang out with you people.
In the cosplay scene,
I particularly wanna thank Kuro for being such a lovely darling, always inviting me and listening to my crap and stuffs, for being one of the first friend i know and meet in the cosplay scene, and accepting me. I will always love you.
Because of Kuro, i got to know the most amazing people, including Emily whom I've become close to and yes, talking about all those Saint Seiya stuffs and all the things hahaha.
& then Tsuki, who is ever so lovely and moe moe i thought you were younger than me.
And then to Lea, Ynex, Daryl, Georgia, and the people in you guys' clique who are not cosplayers as well. It's the first time i felt comfortable hanging out with a group of people whom already know each other and i'm the only one who doesn't, but i don't feel excluded. I just feel right.
Data who is like a papa, and always being so nice so nice and yes, super nice super nice.
& of course, Gmaine and Angeline whom the former is always helping me and lending me all the stuffs i lack, and the latter whom i got to know more about and realized how different you are from what everyone else says about you.
William and Alfen, forever there to shoot for me HAHA! And such nice pictures.
There are so many people whom i got to know also in the scene ; Toky, Kosmo, Lyn, Liqing, Cheryl, Keiko, Namiko, Yui etc etc , but yeah! ;A;
I know that in the cosplay community, it may get ugly and well, just not nice sometimes. But i think, it's good to have a 平常心 in the scene. Being too head-strong, persistent, or [insert other adjectives here] always leads to unhappiness. So yeah, trying to keep this hobby simple and yet fond memories i can think of in the future when i stop everything.
HAHA, this is turning out like some 红心大奖 thingy, coughs. But then again, i think it's nice to let people know that you appreciates them once in a while, especially for someone like me who probably doesn't show it at all. It's just duber embarrassing to suddenly go 'Thank you for being my friend' to even friends whom i know for years. I can never do that, i will go all red.
I know i'm gonna meet more setbacks, but also more amazing people in my life for the next few years. Just gonna try and improve myself, but one thing i know is that - i don't like to look back. So all the bad things in the past, i've moved on!